hi friends, whoever left the candy mix at my gate thank you and merry christmas! but then it got wet in the rain :(

happy birthday jesus

jesus i love you ♥

oops i fell asleep last night before posting this! i want to watch love actually again, my favourite christmas movie!

he's so sweet! i mean so wrong to love your best friend's wife right? but then this is my favourite scene ♥ (as in the one in the previous post) love without hope or agenda, if only it was possible in real life i think all girls would be married already lah! anyhows, merry christmas everyone! :)

and just cos it's christmas,

it's so sad and so sweet at the same time.

i should be sleeping. i was about to sleep actually, at 10 i was in bed and sleepy and ready to sleep but somehow i end up doing other things, i can never sleep before 12! anyway, christmas is coming but christmas doesn't feel like christmas this year. it's too soon! i don't want it to be over cos i love christmas and also cos it also means that school is starting soon.

sometimes i feel like i don't know what i'm doing. or what i'm thinking. and what you are thinking. or what you are doing.

where do you stand?

i should be sleeping now but once again i am not! i think people are so interesting. i mean like its interesting to find out more about people. there is awkward small talk and serious business talk and boring factual talk - i need to learn to actually listen to such conversations and not zone out and pretend to be listening! then there is funny everyday rubbish talk and you can find out alot about people through that. and then there is real talk talk where you pour out your heart and have someone there to put things in perspective for you and where you discuss deeper emotions and how you really feel without trying to make light of it and hahaha-ing and where you open up and just talk about things that you usually keep to yourself. its always nice to know there are people who are willing to listen and be secret keepers for you! :)

omg why has everyone watched rapunzel already! :( i want to watch the lizard is SO cute!