hi hi hi! i know from all the recent posts i must seem like i'm a very sad and angry and bitter and emo and unhappy person but hahhaaha i'm actually a very happy person! i mean my life is not all happy lah i have my bad days and when i do i blog just to get it out of me! and guess what? yesterday at work i happen to read an article that said: "write a letter and don't mail it out" amazing right? i can be a column writer too give advice to people!

anyway, back to the point i posts things like that cos i need to get it out somehow and i dont like to keep talking about unhappy things to people cos to be honest nobody likes to be around unhappy people right! i mean if you talk about unhappy things once in awhile its okay but then when you keep talking and talking and talking about it it's just like -__- omg are you seriously still talking about it?! and also, you can't be too happy around unhappy people cos it's insensitive! right? at least thats what i feel lah like i must control my happiness around unhappy people! so that's how i concluded that people don't like to be around people who are always unhappy and who always talk about unhappy things! and also, when i'm around people, my mind doesn't dwell and linger on unhappy thoughts it's only when you're alone and bored and have nothing to do that sometimes you start thinking! so that pretty much explains the previous posts but me, i am a-okay! and even when sometimes i don't feel so okay, i will be!

so moving on, i'll make it a point to post more happy things from now on! and today is an awesome day to start cos i am so happy! i dont know why i mean for one, i am at home on a weekday, with nothing to do! hahhaa yah so maybe that's why! this is what working life does to you, gives you joy when you can laze around on a weekday with nothing to do! yah so next time i am never going to complain that i have nothing to do and that i am so bored! i was talking to my sister last night and i told her that i'd much rather be bored with nothing to do than have work occupy your whole day! cos if you have nothing to do you can find things to do right! hahhaa omg i am deliriously happy it's scary maybe cos i ran this morning too? or that its almost the end of the week? 2 more days to friday! or maybe cos it's only 2 more weeks until i am done with work? i don't know!

I AM SO HAPPY! hahhaha yah you see if i blog when i am happy it's just me going on about how happy i am, so it's abit retarded and irritating! but hi everybody today is an awesome day! and i feel like i've got so much love in my heart so ♥♥♥ and also, cheers to friendship of any kind, best friends, close friends, good friends and friends!

sometimes all you need is a hug, a long meaningful hug.

sometimes i wonder. i think and i wonder and things dont seen to add up. ultimately i know that actions speak louder than words. but sometimes i still wonder.

can you count the number of times you have woken up just so you can see the sunrise?

words of wisdom from a wise man.

i feel like i've learnt so much today. it's funny how sometimes you chance upon someone or something or someplace, and then feel so much better equipped to deal with the situation you're in. i feel wiser now and i am going to make wise decisions. on a lighter note, tgif tomorrow. my most favourite day of the week. except the plan is to run and watch movie on saturday so i hope i dont get *__*.

did everybody watch shrek? i'd know which day in particular i'd give up in a heartbeat.