late nights when you are wide awake and all alone and you hate it. cos there are no distractions. nothing to keep you busy. nothing to stop you from thinking. so you think. and think. and you hope that you'd be too tired to think somemore. you wish you'd be able to fall asleep just so you can stop thinking.
good nights.
late nights when you are wide awake and all alone with nothing to do. but you smile to yourself. cos you feel so blessed to have time to think random happy thoughts. and on nights like these you wish time would stop so that you can have all the time in the world to get lost in your thoughts.
you promised.
Posted by at 12:09:00 AM
Thursday, April 22, 2010
everything, everything is just so unsettled.
Posted by at 11:18:00 PM
until i learn how to use wordpress, which i know may be never ever, i will stick to this! but i'll leave the link at the side! :D
actually i am undecided lah i am so used to blogger but wordpress allows you to make selected posts private. dilemma so keep both right? :)
Posted by at 3:29:00 AM
Monday, April 19, 2010
“You know, the right guy won’t get you to change. He won’t subtly pressure you. He won’t tell you who you can and can’t talk to. He won't call you names, not in a casual conversation, not in a fight, not ever. He’s not gonna tell you you’re wrong for feeling; for being a girl. The right guy will love you just the way you are. He'll tell you're the most beautiful girl he's ever seen. He'll tell you how lucky he is to have found you. The right guy will come along someday, you just gotta tough it out and wait for him. But whatever you do, don’t settle for the wrong guy. You deserve so much more."
amen to that :)
Posted by at 7:07:00 PM
unearned, unmerited, undeserved. thank you jesus for loving me so much.
Posted by at 12:55:00 AM
Saturday, April 17, 2010
mmm too pretty to eat.
Posted by at 3:41:00 AM
Friday, April 16, 2010
this is so so pretty!
Posted by at 4:16:00 PM
Thursday, April 15, 2010
“I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they’re right, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.”
Posted by at 11:33:00 PM
WTF SERIOUSLY WHAT THE FREAKING FUCK. if you make a mistake just admit it lah don't turn the whole thing around and say it's my fault.
Posted by at 2:40:00 PM
Posted by at 12:01:00 AM
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Posted by at 1:43:00 PM
I was actually going to sleep my eyes were -.- when using the computer just now but now I'm awake not awake but more like cannot sleep actually not really lah but thoughts running running running through my head so i'm lying in the dark updting my blog using my phone how hip lah! hmmm so many things so much to say so much so much I don't know where to start though from the most random like how I think I should start watching the news and making use of my tv I haven't turned it on since I came back from Hawaii or actually even before I left it remained untouched and unused so yes kill two birds with one stone. I used to love like really truly amazingly love to watch the news on channel5 when I was a kid like LOVE I knew all the newscasters and even had a favourite one haha back in the days when my dilemma was "oh no oh no should I watch ch8 9 o'clock show or news?! HOW!!" not that I have major serious dilemmas now lah but you know it's just not as simple anymore. okay so tmr I'm going to watch news quite exciting I haven't watched news in more than I think it's a few years already :O ohhh actually if I don't use my tv I should move it out of my room and get a study table instead then I won't keep falling asleep when I study on my bed. I think I am a million times more productive when I study at a table. I have to pack my room it's in a terrible mess my clothes from Hawaii are like still lying around I need to make space I need to go to ikea to shop for space. plus my notes and books and all so messy so unorganized it's everywhere! the thing is my room isn't physically very messy cos Jane puts them in very neat piles everday but the number of piles of notes/clothes/books/shoes have been growing so it's more like very neat and organised MESS. oh and 我用手机时真容易用华文 hahaha I can never do this on my computer. and I need to put lizard traps in my room they are invading my room again see all these random thoughts running through my head. plus the not so random ones which I'll save for another day. too jumbled up sometimes I wish whatever I'm feeling/thinking can pass through some awesome invention thing and can be instantly verbally expressed. omg it's like I vomited words on this page okay 睡觉时间到了,晚安!
Posted by at 2:43:00 AM
Tuesday, April 06, 2010
so cute! :)
Posted by at 11:23:00 PM
so cool! 8)
Posted by at 1:40:00 AM
Friday, April 02, 2010
such a happy song :) hahhahaha omg i need to go to the gym like now before i get too lazy........ story of my life. plus i need to study omg my exams are in 2 weeks and i have 3 textbooks to read and i dont know why i am so relaxed i want to go shopping i want to buy things i want to walk around zzzz so bored so so bored. save me plzzzzzzzzz