Saturday, November 28, 2009





so nice :D

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my favourite american idol! :D and i don't usually like long hair on guys but it works for him! hehe ♥

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Sunday, November 22, 2009

it's getting so windy in hawaii :( and the winds here are not like the winds in singapore. the winds here are big and scary and COLD and sometimes they make me lose my balance.

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Thursday, November 19, 2009

i learnt something about that in consumer behaviour class. defence mechanisms was it? i keep doing that.

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Wednesday, November 18, 2009

who doesn't like a challenge or a mystery?

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Tuesday, November 17, 2009

hahahhaa this is so so cute so old school! :)




and omg this too, so cute!

Posted by at 5:41:00 PM

i remember karaoking to this when i was younger! haahahha we had karaoke at home how fun right! hehe :D

Posted by at 5:33:00 PM

just that day i was listening to something about forgiveness and that very day i did something i knew i probably shouldn't have. omg i really thought i'd be okay but then just seeing that, thing? (if that's what i can call it, a thing) evoked some kind of outrage, like this huge sense of injustice. but then what i heard made so much sense: forgiveness is for those who don't deserve it cos forgiving someone who deserves forgiveness will not be called forgiving at all. taking the high road, that's never easy. and as much as i want to, sometimes i know i don't. instead i give low blows. and the thing about low blows is that you can't just take them back like that. it doesn't work that way even if the intention wasn't to hurt, but just be heard. and i always do things like that i feel the need to be heard, to be understood. and sometimes i know just not saying anything will work better cos it gives the other person a chance to get a sudden understanding or revelation right? but for some reason i just think some people won't ever see the other side of the picture. they are too caught up with themselves, too caught up in their own little world and i don't know, when dealing with people like that, taking the high road is just so difficult.

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Monday, November 16, 2009


so much for "i don't know why you're not on my list..." and then pushing the blame on me "i think you must have..." and so much for "when did i ever lie to you" uhh, all the time, everytime. i think boys are stupid cos when they lie and you don't say anything, they think you believe them when actually all you're doing is avoiding a confrontation but inwardly rolling your eyes at what they're saying.

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Sunday, November 15, 2009

omg i went to the dentist on friday and i have been sleeping ever since! hahaha i think i slept 20hours out of 24hours on saturday :O the painkillers are amazing! but i don't know why this time i feel like puking everytime i'm not lying down :( and i am so hungry again but my stomach feels so uneasy omg help! and yay my friends are so nice we were supposed to go to the waterpark on saturday but they postponed it cos i really wanted to go but was feeling not awesome enough to go! and instead they all came shopping around my area in case i needed anything! so nice :D i'm so hungry i want to eat yogurt! hahaha okay i'm going back to sleep zzzzzz.

Posted by at 6:17:00 PM

I AM A DREAMER, I KNOW THAT.

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Sunday, November 08, 2009

and the world spins madly on.

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Friday, November 06, 2009

if all food were this pretty everyone would be skinny cos nobody would eat it :)

i really want to bake a rainbow cake it's so pretty!

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pikachuuu so cute right! which reminds me, i finally had macdonalds just now! mmmmmm fries at macdonalds are the best! AND i finally remember what it's called: pepper lunch! my brain is retarded these past few days :( that day i was making a list of what i needed to buy and i needed a makeup bRush but somehow i just couldnt find the right word i kept writing bLush and then erasing it and writing blush again and again so in the end i just wrote: uh.. blush?(the comb-like thing) and it wasn't until the next day when i was in class that i finally figured out that the word i wanted was brush.

Posted by at 8:03:00 PM

Tuesday, November 03, 2009

i miss all the people back home too, everyone.


and this is for everyone, only happy thoughts tonight.

Posted by at 8:59:00 PM

I MISS SINGAPORE!! i've been thinking about everywhere and everything about it! i am going to make a list:

  1. home! my bed and toilet and pillows and bolsters and the smell and my blanket and the occassional mess and the shower and basically everything about my room and walking up and down the stairs around home and the kitchen and living room and my mummy's room and everything about home!
  2. novena square, united square, toa payoh, macritchie and omg just everywhere near my house! i miss walking from the bus stops to my house so familiar and nice!
  3. orchard and all the shopping they have! in singapore it's like spoilt for choice! there are 2 or is it 3 topshops alone in orchard. there is only 1 nice big shopping mall here that is nearby! the other one is like 1hr away? and there is no topshop, zara, river island and everything! hawaii shopping is so so limited.
  4. ION! i havent even familiarized myself with the place yet before i had to leave! i bet i'd still get lost inside :( i need to be so familiar with it like as familiar as i am with taka or wisma or wheelock! it's my goal!
  5. omg FAREAST! my orchard busstop! 132! oh no i forgot what other busses go there :( 105? 151 goes to school i know! 95 to holland v? 165? OH NO! 165, 980, 153, 154, 162 all sound so familiar but i cant remember where they go! OMG 156! yes how can i forget 156!
  6. newton! ICE KACHANG! omg i want to eat beef horfun but not at newton lah and all the yummy food in singapore hahahaha
  7. coronation! holland v! omg all the usual places i go to when i'm in singapore! NTUC and cold storage omg crystal jade! sushi tei! thai express! breadtalk! ya kun! nydc! BUBBLE TEA OMG! hahahah i am just naming everything in holland v! omg i want nasi lemak and laksa even though i dont really even like laksa!
  8. PS! omg yah plaza singapura! and that area! cathay and raffles city and omg there is really so many shopping malls in singapore and it's all within walkable distance!! and the one near nus omg what's it called? :O vivocity!! yah vivocity! and marina square! omg so much shopping did i miss out anything?
  9. plus at all the shopping there is like everything! supermarkets and all the fast food omg let me list it: KFC, macdonalds, burger king, mos burger! what else? carls jr! what's that rice thing called? omg i cant remember! the one you cook the rice and the meat and add the sauces and mix everything on a hot round plate! omg i really forgot! :( here everything is everywhere! supermarkets are not in the mall!
  10. sentosa! clarke quay! esplanade! hahaha i mean not like i go there all the time but just the thought that if i want to go there now it's like ~22hrs away makes me miss it!
  11. omg suntec! church! i miss the church back in singapore so so much! church here is not too bad but i miss church services in singapore!
  12. school? i think i miss nus like seeing all the familiar faces and hearing the ahlians talking and all that! i dont miss the workload at nus though!
  13. singapore newspapers! omg i dont even read newspapers or watch news here so i am clueless about pretty much everything! i didnt even know about the earthquakes until much later! i still dont know the details actually :O i feel so out of touch both with world news and singapore news
  14. turning on the tv and knowing what is showing on tv! the tv here is so useless! hahaha i dont know the show timings or like what is showing so i dont watch tv! i want cable tv even though i rarely turn on the tv in singapore at least when i turn it on i know i'd find something that will keep me entertained
  15. the buses! i dont think i'd ever complain about waiting so long for the bus in singapore again! here they have bus schedules which are quite accurate but if you miss the bus its like its not impossible to wait 40mins for the next bus.
  16. being able to but lunch/dinner for less than $5! it's impossible here i mean if i want to eat asian food. like panda express is us$9 for rice+meat+vegetables! i can get is for like $3 in singapore!
  17. i dont know, just everything about singapore lah! OH being able to talk with lahs and all that singaporean lingos! hhahahhaa i have to phrase my sentences so properly here. no "no school today meh?" hahahaha
  18. i know there are more things i miss but its so late i cant really think properly anymore but i know i miss singapore alot! i need like 48hrs a day when i get back to singapore to do everything i miss doing before school starts! i think i wont be able to get enough of singapore!
  19. i want to hear news about the integrated resorts! is it opening like early next year? :O i wouldn't even have familiarized myself with ion yet! i really miss being constantly updated about singapore happenings!
  20. omg yes this list will be never ending! so i will just end it here cos i miss EVERYTHING about singapore!

i really like it here too though! it's so relaxed and laid back and stress-free and over here the weeks pass so quickly! its like mondaytuesdaywednesdaythrsdayfridaysaturdaysunday and omg the week is over! it felt just a few days ago that i was having a bad day and couldn't wait to get back to singapore but then that was 2 weeks ago! :O and i think i'm going to miss it here when i get back to singapore! how to put it, i like it here i'm enjoying myself but then i miss singapore alot too! so i'm excited to go back yet not really!

Posted by at 7:52:00 PM

Monday, November 02, 2009


If you married the person you last texted, what would your last name be?
wee???

What would happen if you had a kid with the last person you kissed?
disastrous

What did you do today?
rest

Do you know a secret about your last ex that would embarrass them?


Who will you be sleeping with tonight?
myself! :)

Do you do your own laundry?
i’ve only done laundry once since i got here so lazy:(

Wearing any bracelets?
no

Last thing someone bought for you?
a cute pen! :)

Do you feel awkward when strangers say hi to you?
no i smile at them and say hi :)

Are you any different now than you were a year ago?
duhhh

Are you taller than your mom?
yes

Is there anything upsetting you right now?
no not really

Do you hate being alone?
no i think everyone needs alone time

What's on your agenda for tomorrow?
eat pancakes!

Who do you not get along with?
people who think they are god’s gift to all mankind.

If you could be with one person right now, who would it be?
i can’t decide! i’m so greedy i’d say everyone i miss

Does anyone know your password besides you?
yes many many people

Did you have a good day yesterday?
yup it was fun

Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
only if the person i am talking to is uncomfortable

Have your parents ever caught you drinking?
catch? they know i drink

Do you wash your hair in the shower?
huh of cos lah

When was the last time someone held your hand?
hahahhaha yesterday! heels + uneven roads = totally not advisable

Have you ever been kissed in a car?
never ever ever

How are you feeling right now?
-.- cos the hotel power just went out and it’ll take 2-3 hours before power comes back on (so i only get to post this when power comes back on)

Have you ever liked anyone that treated you like crap?
yes how dumb right :(

Where would you like to be right now?
singapore! but i really like it here too so it’s all good :D

Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
yes smoking kills

What were you doing at 10:17 pm last night?
halloweening along waikiki! i’ve never seen halloween celebrated like this before

Are you afraid to grow up?
not afraid but i just dont want to

What was your worst subject in school?
i was bad at different subjects at different stages of my life hahaha

Last place you took a plane to?
kauai!

Ever kissed someone who smokes?
no to smokers

How many children do you plan on having?
i can’t multitask so one. or maybe two.

Is your hair longer than your shoulders?
yes i want to cut it though should i?

Why did you last cry?
cos my tooth hurt but not only that lah like i was sick too and my internet was so slow and all the bad things hahhaaha

TODAY:

Talk to the guy/girl you like?
no :(

Realize anything new?
singapore boys have so many lightsticks! i just got a few to last me through the power shortage!

Talk to an ex?


Miss someone?
yes everyone actually

LAST PERSON:

You went to the movies with?
friends to watch MJ!!

Went to the mall with you?
same friends i went to catch MJ with!

You had a crush on?
i think the last crazy crush i had was in jc SB <3

OH OMG MAGIC THE POWER IS BACK ON YAY!!!

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oh no i forgot what i was going to type!

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